Time to begin.

Day three of consciously choosing to eat healthy. Y’all the last two years have been so hard on my body. Getting pregnant 5 times, miscarrying 4. Stopping my raw vegan (always vegan tho) diet to purposefully gain weight (which included eating way more fat which I did as a choice to up my BMI) on … More Time to begin.

The inner ramblings of my mind surrounding loss and my rainbow.

    Having my rainbow baby after having four miscarriages consecutively has healed so much of my heart but has not erased the memories and pain. 2017 was the worst year of my life. I am such a trusting and loving person that each time I found out I was pregnant I still had hope … More The inner ramblings of my mind surrounding loss and my rainbow.

An Answered Prayer

  I’ve had 5 miscarriages. 4 in 2017. It was the worst time of my life. It’s what brought me back to God. For years before I had abandoned God and followed Buddhist philosophy. Turns out I only thought I turned my back on God, he was always there patiently waiting for me to return.Β  … More An Answered Prayer

Random Thoughts

It’s so crazy to think about time. It can feel so slow yet so fast. For example, Lunabella is 21 months. The time has flown by so quick! I can remember her birth as if it was just yesterday and here she is now almost 2. At the same time, I’ve been trying for a … More Random Thoughts

Heartbreak & Loss

This won’t be raw food or vegan related. I haven’t felt motivated to write because pain has consumed me. I sit here waiting at the hospital lab to have my blood test confirm what I already know. I wonder if I somehow did something in my life to deserve this pain. I don’t understand. I’m … More Heartbreak & Loss