1. Receiving His comfort and love to begin to know how deeply surrounded I am by His presence. By being able to truly sit in His presence and receive I have been able to fully understand and truly believe who He says I am through Christ. 2. Learning to reflect on His goodness. While outward … More What the Holy Spirit has been teaching me:
We always see pregnancy announcements and gender reveals but how often do we see the people struggling to get pregnant? We celebrate the miracle of life at the same time people all around us are suffering, in silence usually. Don’t get me wrong babies ARE a miracle; as someone who deals with infertility there is … More The Journey of Infertility
Trying to get pregnant can start off as a fun exciting adventure. 1 out of 3 women will get pregnant the first month trying (or not trying even) and more than 8 out of 10 women will conceive within one year. Then there are women like me and maybe you too. It starts off hopeful. … More One Line Doesn’t Define You
Dear Journey, Before I got pregnant with you I went through a lot of suffering. It was the darkest time of my life. I had lost four pregnancies before I got pregnant with you just that year. On October 17, 2017 I had a d&c. I should’ve been 10 weeks pregnant but my baby had … More Dear Journey
Being stuck with infertility blows. It is beyond frustrating that it’s not something that will just go away either. I seemed to convince myself it would just be okay after I had Journey. I don’t know why but it’s what I told myself. This is not something I would want to have or something I … More Infertility Sucks
Having my rainbow baby after having four miscarriages consecutively has healed so much of my heart but has not erased the memories and pain. 2017 was the worst year of my life. I am such a trusting and loving person that each time I found out I was pregnant I still had hope … More The inner ramblings of my mind surrounding loss and my rainbow.
I would like to share a little bit about my journey to having another baby. We started trying for another baby when her daughter was only 15 days old. I really thought I was going to be like one of those people that have two babies one year apart that’s what I really wanted. I … More A peak into my TTC journey